woohooo.....
my second post....

its been awhile since i blog....
there are few reasons to it......
1. i don't have my pc to use
2. i frankly getting lazy to blog
3. i had no time to think what i want to blog
4. i haven't told anyone except my sayang about my blog so that means no one reads my blog

i am actually just waiting for my post to be more and more then only i would start to post up my blog link websites.... then u guys watch and see.... its gonna big... its gonna hit you soooooo hard till u wont remember what hit you (yea rite....).......

neways, i missing my sayang so badly.... and i just really dont know how to live actually without her by my side... no, she didn't left me.... idiots! its just that she is busy with her work and i am busy doing nothing... kekekeke.... and its also quite hard for us to see each other as i am not working so its impossible for me to get the cash to move around....

me not working is another problem... i get so frustrated to know that people who are not qualified at all can get a descend good job with good income where else people like me who are willing to work hard and with abundance of talents (yea rite again....), can't get a job that we want... or maybe i am being to choosy....
but the problem is, i want to get a work at a place i feel comfortable... i dont want to rush into some company and then after a year just leave like that.... i can't work knowing that i am going to leave.... it happened to me during my internship.... and i really cant have that thought in my mind.... so i need to find a place where i know i can improve constantly and be there for a long time to build up my reputation and so on.....

today was a pretty good day after all, early morning had a call from mohan... his company is doing some competition about a short movie (got some cool ideas to share with u all... but later only).... winner gets 50k and a trip to the international short film festival.... it does sounds interesting..... but i don't really have the confidence in this.... but i will give it a shot as i do have some pretty cool ideas..... its something u guys have seen before but its presented in a totally different perspective.... trust me on this..... its gonna blow ur mind off.... just hoping i can achieve it.....
then had some troubles as i mean fixing my sayang's pc.... GOD DAMN IT!!! WHY CAN'T I INSTALL WINDOWS??????? ARGGHHHHHH...... STUPID WINDOWS KEEP HANGING!!! GRRR....!

well, the pc has been sent to the a shop nearby here.... I'm so hoping nothing has to change and just fork out 70bucks for the reformatting.... i hate windows with their stupid blue screen warning nonsense....

then i called my sayang and managed to made her laugh even though she was sooooo stressed up with work.... i just the sound when she laughs.... makes me feel so good about myself......
i love u sayang......

and then had some KFC for dinner.... stupid bunch of KFC ppl.... gave me 2 pieces of wings for my hot and spicy chicken.... just feeling like wanna hot and spicy their ass when i go back there..... ARGGGHHH!!!....

neways.... liverpool's match is gonna start soon..... need to do some ritual's first.....
-paece out!-


p/s: love you sayang!!!!!!! so much you know!!!!!!!!!!!!